... like the deserts miss the rain

It's not even been one day and I miss Chris already.

I came home today to an empty flat. No Chris and pure silence. I felt so sad...

I think I need to see his photo everyday to get myself going. It's quite seriously awful to be alone at home, with no one to speak to and knowing that you will be feeling this way for the next 13 days.

Before we were married, it wouldn't have been so bad if he went away for this long cos I'd still be in a flat full of people and noise (my own home). But now, it's just quite awful.

I'll be staying over at my ole place tomorrow. It'll be better tomorrow.