bad morning
yesterday was one of the worst mornings i had.
it was the day i was supposed to do our re-scheduled outdoor bridal shoot. yes it's the second time because of heavy downpour on the earlier date we had set... and that meant additional costs for hair, make up and flowers. so i woke up yesterday morning to see a gloomy sky and my newly painted nails all disfigured because it didn't dry well last night, i was disheartened. My family's "gloating over my misery" certainly didn't help... and when my dad sent me to work, I opened the car door and hit the side mirror of a red mini cooper. It's not any mini cooper, it's a resident cooper in the keong saik area... ARGH! there was a slight marking left behind and I felt horrible.
After a nice awakening from Hoon, I know I had to own up to the small scratch even though it was barely visible and on the black plastic area. I went up to our neighbour across the street and told her about my mistake. She sent her friend to check and it was okay and she was quite nice to me saying it was okay. I felt relieved...
The weather didn't help.... things looked bad and I consistently checked on the weather website and the numbers 6542 7788 never escaped my phone. Reports kept saying "cloudy" or "showers with thunder" and I freaked out. It looked like we needed to postpone again and my photographer has told Chris he wouldn't be available the next day. I got upset and asked Chris to demand for our day of shoot the next day as that was what he agreed with us for weather contingency. He relented and we were relieved.
We postponed it to the next day and I kept wondering why God didn't hear my prayers for a good weather. Then at lunch time, the strange weather seemed to clear up. I felt awful cos it seemed as if I didn't even need to postpone it. It was horribly frustrating, you can't predict the weather... our forecast is never accurate. I guess I can only rely on my faith in God. But I found it so hard to have faith in God despite what I can see is bad weather at the start..... so I kept praying for tomorrow to be better.
it was the day i was supposed to do our re-scheduled outdoor bridal shoot. yes it's the second time because of heavy downpour on the earlier date we had set... and that meant additional costs for hair, make up and flowers. so i woke up yesterday morning to see a gloomy sky and my newly painted nails all disfigured because it didn't dry well last night, i was disheartened. My family's "gloating over my misery" certainly didn't help... and when my dad sent me to work, I opened the car door and hit the side mirror of a red mini cooper. It's not any mini cooper, it's a resident cooper in the keong saik area... ARGH! there was a slight marking left behind and I felt horrible.
After a nice awakening from Hoon, I know I had to own up to the small scratch even though it was barely visible and on the black plastic area. I went up to our neighbour across the street and told her about my mistake. She sent her friend to check and it was okay and she was quite nice to me saying it was okay. I felt relieved...
The weather didn't help.... things looked bad and I consistently checked on the weather website and the numbers 6542 7788 never escaped my phone. Reports kept saying "cloudy" or "showers with thunder" and I freaked out. It looked like we needed to postpone again and my photographer has told Chris he wouldn't be available the next day. I got upset and asked Chris to demand for our day of shoot the next day as that was what he agreed with us for weather contingency. He relented and we were relieved.
We postponed it to the next day and I kept wondering why God didn't hear my prayers for a good weather. Then at lunch time, the strange weather seemed to clear up. I felt awful cos it seemed as if I didn't even need to postpone it. It was horribly frustrating, you can't predict the weather... our forecast is never accurate. I guess I can only rely on my faith in God. But I found it so hard to have faith in God despite what I can see is bad weather at the start..... so I kept praying for tomorrow to be better.
posted by jumbosstar | 11:10 AM
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